Hello friends!
Welcome back to another week:)
If I am being completely honest, I don’t feel ‘inquirious’ at all. I feel like learning about gymnastics has become a chore; I was never super serious about Gymnastics and I think that’s what made it fun. It was something that I did every once and a while that made me feel like a kid and care free, but now I feel like I have to rush around trying to fit Gymnastics into my schedule or I’m constantly worrying about how I “need” to do Gymnastics.
I think that as soon as you have the word “need” before physical activity its a negative; we shouldn’t feel like exercise is something we ‘have’ to do, it should be something we look forward to-something we want to do. I felt like that with Gymnastics last year, but I think that inquiring on it put a lot of pressure on the thing I had as carefree hobby.
I also think that this is kind of in the same category as when people start a business from their hobbies; sometimes when you turn your hobby into a job, it becomes work. Obviously this isn’t my job but I do feel like it’s an extra thing and a hassle, and I was really excited about this project so it does feel a little disappointing that I don’t feel excitement about it anymore.
This is how I felt at the beginning; it was so fun and I was really impressed with what I could. Even in this video, some of these individuals were attempting and doing flips and that’s something that I was really proud of learning too. I think that I feel sad with how this assignments is going because I loved how Gymnastics made me feel before, but now I don’t feel as excited and it feels like such a chore to try and get excited about it.
Hopefully by next week I will have some more motivation-but this is my true thoughts and feelings this week:/
until next time,
sad xoxo’s